Tuesday, February 16, 2010
time has come and gone
i just realised my take on beauty and the arts has really changed drastically through the years. influences, influences.
chinese new year has been somewhat merry. except for the food poisoning and the fever the week before. i've somewhat lost a satisfactory amount of weight, but at the same time; my appetite has kinda sneaked out the back door as well. hopefully all is well, false alarms.
i'll never forget that week of torment; going through a bout of fever and food poisoning in less than a week, and going to the hospital a&e twice. (which really helps if you have a fever or cough, ya!)
sending charlene off for 4 years hasn't sunken in yet, but probably the fact that she wouldn't be around for festivals and events by then, would. its awkward but i feel rly maxed out easily lately. the night of gambling at suyin's with a pot of $96 for in between after a day out clubbing left me spent at the airport, mentally and physically. to think we used to be able to go for a good spanking period of time before crashing. it must be the age.
i got to know you on the 14th, but nothing has surfaced and i don't have high hopes for anything to. i am socially retarded. on the other hand, the other suitor makes me feel like nailing my foot into a wall. srzly.