Monday, November 23, 2009
happy birthday to you.
i don't know why, but i cried yesterday just before i feel asleep. not the kind with tears streaming across your face and crying like a little bitch, but more like those of acknowledgement and apology. and the thing was, i was talking to myself.
well technically not myself, but i don't know if it was heard by the other 'party'. to be frank, i've never been so emotional or unexcited for my birthday as yesterday night and i really don't know why. but i guess we all have our little moments.
i treated myself to sakae buffae yst, and it was brilliant. the bag and go trick works wonders. i'm proud of myself. hoho.
in all seriousness, i am, proud of myself of everything i am today.
i am who i am, so i have to be, right? (no in a non-cocky manner, more like self-acceptance)
really.