Monday, January 5, 2009
retrospect
i guess a good looking back on 2008 is in place, since i've been in the
old mood today.
well i dont want t specify 2008 in general, but more or less a look back at life. say maybe 12 years down th road, i may chance upon this humble blog once again and realise what i've once thought a many many moon ago. that's basically the entire gist of a diary, though. hoho.
i guess it's been pretty hard on mother, since she's kind of solo flying, t raise and afford for my cost of living, and i haven't exactly been th 100% fillial son that i wish i would have been. i guess my first personal promise t myself would probably t splurge less and if i were t, i'd rather do it on my own account and accord; then t freely spend with eyes half blind, forgetting t acknowledge th source.
i've said it once and i'll say it again, i must say that i'm pretty pleased with life so far. to know that there are people out there in the world least fortunate brings me home, to a humble place deep down. i know there isn't much i can do, but i try when i can. although i say that i have't really lived my teenage years as much as i kind of wish i would, being all active and such, i can't complain because i feel i've really gotten t know myself nonetheless through everything mundane in life.
i guess there's really no gauge on when you can and cannot start, but rather; it's all in th mind. there is nothing but personal limits, or otherwise endless possibilities. i guess its pretty much time t pack up all those unnecessary questions and start afresh, since there's never a time you cannot choose to.
i don't really knw what im typing anymore at 12:30. i kind of resoluted t get myself t sleep by 12 everynight, but jumping from 5 t 12 is no easy feat. i shall take baby steps and tonight will be no exception. hoho.
i guess i'm not too good at remembering little details of th year, my memory fails me as such; but i'm proper glad t have attended DOC. :D franco love. hoho. met and ironed out relationships with people i probably wouldn't have a chance t meet otherwise; which i am very. appreciative of. i'm also pretty glad i finally got myself out t learning things i want t, now it only takes for me t pass.
with much luck, world; with much luck. :)